It really hurts doesn't it? To remember past failures, heartaches, and most especially disappointments.
It hurts, the wound burns. But what can I do? I don't have control over God right?
*sigh
I don't think there would be any use... would there? To dwell in pain.
Currently I am helping a friend with her problems, a job description that has long been part of my resume but as planned, it would soon not be. At least not as in-depth as I do now.
When June comes, 'they' shouldn't know me no more. I'd be someone they'd never expect I can be. That means having to learn to hide emotions, especially pain, much much more efficiently.
By then, I have to really be "frozen".
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