42 0... Again after what... 1? 2 years?

So okay, I'm not supposed to be doing this, but... I don't know what else to do! I need to get my mind off things.

Here I am again, procrastinating.

I have a literature project due last(?) week, and I have to pass it tomorrow.

Tired, yes, too tired actually.

I need to make a revised edition of the fairytale "Cinderella," I'm doing well, I think, but its just that... I am either too tired or too lazy... I can't write!!!

So why am I writing here instead of in MS Word?
Why am I creating a post and not doing my project?

Simple...

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God would...

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Whew, that was hard! =)
I just needed to let it out, for me to have one less worry in mind~ =)

PS
To those who would be able to decipher the text, please, don't post it for public viewing. Thanks~

(Posted supposedly... last last week? or even earlier~ haha)

Princesses~ =)

It was said in the Bible that we Christian are all BROTHERS and SISTERS in Christ right?
And that we are all HEIRS and HEIRESSES to out Lord's Kingdom right?

So that makes us all royalty!! haha (I am starting to sound cornier and cornier!)

And here are some of my "princesses", co-heirs to God's kingdom~ =)


Princess Luna
The moon! We usually identify ourselves as descendants(?) of the dark side of the moon! haha. She's a new Christian, but is doing real great. One time the other princesses were doing something that aren't really Christian like. And it was Luna who was really burdened to awaken them~ Her feelings are usually like that of the moon... One side is kept hidden. But despite that? She's as "true" as a friend can be.

Princess of Smiles
This princess smiles too much! =) And is very vocal of her emotions. Like Luna, this princess is a new Christian, and is really doing great! Recently she just suffered from a huge break-up, and since then? She learned that nothing helps more than trusting God~ Now? She's the one who always reminds us to trust God and cling on to Him! It may seem as though its always her who shares her problems, but don't be fooled! She's a great friend to turn to when you need someone to console with~

Princess Rhythm
This princess is a natural in the world of arts!! =) From sketching to drawing to painting and even to dancing! The most mature of all the princesses. Usually the one who reminds everyone when we go astray. But she does have some issues, and that's why we're here~ She may seem stubborn to most, but the truth is? She's ALL EARS! =) She listens well~ =) And a strong support whenever you need one!


Princess Princess
Always jolly and very seldom seem in gloom! If you need a friend who would "ride" with all your stories, jokes and "what-nots"?? She's the princess you go to!! =) And just like all the other three?? She knows how to love and give importance to her friends. Always there when you need someone to just be there and laugh your hearts out with! =)

I really am thankful for them! =)
And you know what?
WE noticed one thing...
With all the things that we are going through? We are staying strong together... because??

WE HAVE GOD!

WE cling to Him as a group~ And of course individually~ He's the center of our relationship, like all relationships should be! =)

TO MY PRINCESSES!! =)
Guys~ Labyuuu all! =)
Thanks for always being there for me~ =)
God bless~ =)

SHUT IT

If there's one thing I hate?? It would be when I get to be accused of something I have not done!

Isn't it just SO annoying? For people to come up to you and say...

"Hey, you did it again, you haven't overcome that sin of yours... etc etc etc" in sarcastic ways!

Well, fine! You're concern, I get it!

But hey! You don't sound concern about me! So sound alarmed!

And besides, beneath that "line" its quite obvious that you have that mistrust! So please?

QUIT IT!

I know when I do something wrong... I mean HELLO?! I am a Christian after all ain't I? So duhh... I get "promptings" from the Holy Spirit... So... GET IT??

Sorry, I guess.... But I really hope you'd understand...

*Sigh*

I know I know, getting angry wouldn't really do anything... and I guess, maybe I don't have the right to...

**Just needed to let it out.... Hope you'd understand~**

Happy?

Well, uhm.. today a pastor from Taiwan came and spoke. He was speaking on happiness, and well... it was quite timely.

I have been, and probably still am, looking for a person/s who would really care for me. Not that my friends and family aren't enough... but... I don't know. All I know is just I "need" it.

The Taiwanese pastor basically was telling us that the only way to be happy is to...

1. learn to love others

and

2. be loved...

Loving others and caring for others is easy... (or probably because I can fake it, whatever)
but the second condition for happiness is quite hard to obtain.

Today a LOT happened, (I would really love to write them all down, but I believe certain people would get offended), and they aren't really good.

So in short? I felt down... almost the entire day.

Now who could I talk to? Who would care to listen? I tried to tell others, but no one seemed to care... I know, not everyone is as "martyr" as me, that would really extend to great lengths just to help and/or be there for someone...

And I forgot... I was supposed to be "self sufficient"...
I AM supposed to be... to be... to be someone, probably someone I am not.

Fine. I know this post would most likely raise a lot of questions, and some people out there would probably be offended, and many many more.

But hey~ I am not doing this to please anyone~

You no fooling me...

I may be numb... but not THAT numb to not notice that something has changed.

Honestly? I don't really know if it's for the better or otherwise...

Then again... I may just be over reacting. =.=

Things have changed... they have... thay have...

I left tonight (Aug. 22, 2008) without notice... Since I'm really looking forward to fixing things on Sunday... (Or probably on Saturday... but nonetheless, you know what I mean) I don't want any of my rash actions, words or implications ruin the chances of reconciliation and amelioration.

I doubt if you'd be able to read this tonight... I really hope that you won't be able to...

Hopefully you get to read this, after I tell you about it... Which is either Saturday or Sunday.

Sorry, if ever you've read this tonight, I apologize... :'(

Mes Amis (My Friends)

Well I believe my life hasn't really been anything less than an "open book" to almost everyone. (or at least the part of me about my friends) So here, here's a little something to...

1. Thank my friends for being there for me, and providing me with their "special magic" that's uniquely special to each of 'em.

2. TELL THE WORLD who my friends are! And "BRAG" about them~ hahahah

But I won't really be enumerating my friends here one-by-one, all I would do is mention those who have really made an impact on me, and I would do that by utilizing "symbolism" XD yay!

here goes!
[NOTE : all pronouns are in GENERIC MASCULINE so as not to reveal who they really are, for i believe they already know who THEY are~]

Lluvia (rain) - Recently, I've noticed that I had this fascination for "rain" (rain as in the form of precipitation), whenever it rains, I am happy, it uplifts me! Despite the fact that it also makes things hard for me (like me getting drenched, too cold, etc. basically the usual annoyance rains bring). And just like the rain? This friend of mine really makes me happy, in spite of all the troubles we go through~ And I really appreciate this friend of mine, he does things that are REALLY out of his way, and even out of his character, just because he knows it would make me happy. By all means, I wouldn't want to lose this friend~

Viento (wind) - This friend of mine is really like the wind. He's always there even if it seems like he isn't. And just when I am about to fall? He softens my fall, or even prevents it! He's always there JUST in time! He never fails to give me that "knock" on the head whenever I need it. He gives me enough advices to keep me going (both in my Christian life and my life in general)! And just like the wind, he "howls" when he needs me, and I like being needed~ =)

Tierra de tierra (earthen ground) - This friend of mine I associate with the "Earth" (not the planet, but the earth we're stepping on, the "ground"). He's, just like the earth, always there to support me. Though he is as weak as me, he still makes it a point to be there for me to lean on. And just like the earth that absorbs in all the rain? This friend of mine is there whenever I need to cry~ He's there for me, we cry a LOT together~

Étoile (star) - Why star? Well, because we both didn't expect to be there for each other, but we see each other often... Like how we see the stars. And this friend of mine has guided me through A LOT! Just like the star that silently follows and does its best to light you way with everything its got, my friend does that too! And why star? Not just any light? Because as we all know, stars are balls of flames, and flames mean warmth... This friend has never failed to show me and give me the warmth I need, just when I need it!

Oleada (Billow) - To those who don't know, billow is another term for "wave" ~ Hm.. This friend of mine is just like the billows at sea! Who here has experienced playing at the beach and did not have fun with the waves? None right? (or probably REAL few~) This is why my friend I call BILLOW, he is SO fun to be with. You'd both be laughing like there's no tomorrow! But just like the waves, this friend of mine, at times, would cause me to slip and fall. Yup, there are times when we unknowingly hurt each other. (It is, after all, part of every friendship~) Those are the times when the waves just knock you down. But he would never drown me! =) Also, isn't it surprising how the waves can carry ships and other large vessels? Well, this friend of mine has sure have had her share of "carrying me through troubled waters", and just like the wind? This "Wave" of mine never fails to "drench" me in God's word~ =)

Vapeur (Vapor) - This friend I can say I have known the L O N G E S T! He has been with me for.... 11years!! (and to think that I'm only 16~) Why vapor? Well, the vapor is, like the wind, seldom seen. For 11 years we have had our fair share of ups and downs, and there are times when it just seems like we are alone. But nonetheless, we always got through! Just enough amount of vapor could neutralize the temperature around you! Same is true with this friend of mine! Just a "little bit" of him would be enough to calm me down, and just help me relax~ And after all the "vapor" brings about rain right? Well, at this VERY MOMENT, this "vapor" of mine is helping get my "rain" back~ =)


Well, as most of you might know... I have a lot more friends... and I've only given a few... That's because these are the ones whom I REALLY WANT TO SHOW DEEP APPRECIATION TO.

To Vapeur, Oleada, Étoile, Tierra de tierra, Viento and Lluvia...

THANKS A LOT! =) THANK GOD I FOUND YOU!

And as for those whom I haven't mentioned... It doesn't mean that I don't appreciate you...=) Its just that at this moment? These friends mentioned above are those that I REALLY want to show deep gratitude to~ =) You'd have your time... =)

So it was...

So it was... Shockingly, I had the chance to talk to our newly appointed principal today! =)

(Yep, PRINCIPAL, finally we get to have one!)

Well, contrary to what I thought, she actually didn't forget what she said, and so... we talked.

I was at her office at around 4:30pm?? Give or take... And I left about 7pm... O_O (Am shocked myself!)

As planned, I told her about my "concerns" regarding the English Club thingie...
She said she'll look into it, and that she needs to talk to some people about it. (admin., club adviser, etc.)

If you know St. Stephen's (our school, apparently) you'll know how "significant" that statement already is!

I can't really blame her, you should've seen her table! It was nowhere in sight! It was covered with tons and tons of paper! And I am not one bit exaggerating! =.=

So much for that, if I were to say here what else we talked about... You might say that I've been quote-on-quote "brainwashed" o.O

I'm just happy that I was finally able to voice out, and that I was heard. I just hope and pray that they can hasten the processes, because BY ALL MEANS, time is running out! =)

What Now??

A lot has happened lately. From me getting sick to the "scandalous" induction ceremony. And just like everyone else, I am... hm... how do I say this? Agitated?

Well, lets just say me "school spirit" has been awakened. There, I guess that would be a better way to put it. And apparently, I am in a state of confusion.

I was not able to run for any office in the club in which I was vying for. The English Club. Since the election was scheduled on a Thursday, and that same Thursday was the day I was burning with fever! I tried to get myself nominated via phone, but they refused and said that I was not qualified due to my absence.

NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!

I know I have my right to run, at least I believe I do. And all I know now is that I have to fight for it. But the question is... After I fight for it, and prove them wrong... WHAT'S NEXT??

Do I ask for a re-election? Would that be fair?

I am SO confused... I know something has to be done, and so I am going to do it... My voice needs to be heard, and I will forever be bothered if I just kept quiet about this.

But what is it that I do next?

Sometimes it really makes me wonder. What was God's plan?

Did He...

Made these things possible because He didn't want me to have any office at the club?

Or...

Did He allow this to tell me to learn to stand up for my rights?

Am SO confused...

But all I can do now... Is wait... Right?

I can only wait and see how these things would turn out...

I'll be talking to people soon, and I just hope they turn out right! =)

JYSC! =)

Most of you might've already heard, read or just plainly know about JYSC. Well, for those who don't it's a "Bible Camp" during summers. This year it's named "JYSC" (Joint Youth Summer Camp) because this year they joined the college and the high school students in one summer camp! =) And thus I was out for a week! =) And boy! Was it fun! =) And it was really spiritually, mentally, emotionally and spiritually recharging! =) I'm not really into details now. =) And quite sleepy. (Well, for 1 whole week, we were actually "trained" to be in bed by 10:30pm, so roughly by this time we are already preparing for bed.)

*yawns..

Nightz'

FINALLY! =)

FINALLY!
THANKFULLY!
I can use the computer again!!!! =)

I skipped quite a number of days as you can see...
Well, I slacked for 2 days =.=
And then after that, I got banned from computer.
Yeah, just got the permission last night. =)

As for the details of my being banned. They'll be here... Tomorrow? Saturday? Not really sure. =) But I will post it! =) I wrote it down you know... Hand-written. =)

Anyways, yesterday... Chiz came home fresh from Aussie!! =) haha, and as usual... We bonded at her crib for almost half a day. And I guess that's that. =) Nothing to elaborate on. =)

*Yawn...

It's getting late, and surprisingly I AM already sleepy. .....zzzzz.....

I'm going to try and make up for my "incompetence" haha =)
NightieNights! =)

Rain, rain, not again...

For some reasons after a LONG time... It RAINED! =) Well, I am supposed to be happy ain't I? But the thing here is... WRONG TIMING!

It started pouring at around 3 in the afternoon (GMT +8) and did it pour! It was really raining cats and dogs awhile ago.

Actually, my "timetable" has already been planned. After waking up at 12:58pm , I had the following "actions" arranged.

1. Play for 3 hours. 3 hours only because:

• My mom limits my use of the computer to only 3 hours.
• Counting 3 hours from 1:00pm, means I'll be finished by 4pm, and I have an engagement at 5, so leaving the house at around 4:15 - 4:20 (I need about 15minutes preparations, including all the unnecessary delays.) would just give me ample travel time.

2. Be prepared to leave the house AT LEAST by 4:30pm
3. Be at school/church (Its one and the same.) by 5pm to be on-time for rehearsal.

Apparently though, the rain got in the way. (Actually, I think I have to refer to it as a storm already.) It rained SO hard, that I can actually hear the rain drops hitting our roof! And since my mom was out with my sister (The latter had piano lessons so my mom had to bring her there.) and so I have to use public transport to get to school. Which included quite a lot of walking, so I had to wait for the rain to seize for me to actually be able to walk outside.

It stopped, but not completely, now the drops are really tiny, at around 4:20pm , so I had to rush my "before-going-out-preparations", and ended up ending at around 4:30pm. I went out, and I rode the PUJ (Public Utility Jeepney) and for some reasons, I sort of reached the train terminal at 5pm! I was like... "WHAT?!"

And so there, as expected... I was late. And to top that? My shorts really got dirty from all the mud.
(I left the house with a shirt, shorts and my slippers. And so since the rain left the roads muddy, my slippers kind of "sprinkled" mud on my shorts as I walked.) And my feet was no better.

*Sigh... What A Day!

But actually, I am some what thankful for that downpour. Well, since it was raining I got to "extend" the activity that I was currently engaged in, playing! Which resulted to some other things. Here's a list of things I thank God for sending the rain for. (Whoa! A lot of "for's"...LOL)

1. I got to play some more!
2. I knew I was going to be late despite my "timetable" and so the rain sort of provided a nice "excuse" for me. =)
3. Since I got to play a bit more (Well, I was playing an MMORPG then BTW.) I was able to get to know one of my playmates better.

Lesson:
Things happen for a purpose, and things could really work out for you. You just have to learn to look at them from a different perspective.

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. -Romans 8:28 (NKJV) "

Learn to be thankful for everything. And always face the day with a smile, and even start it in the same way. They say, the secret to a successful life, is all in "right attitude". So smile! =)

MMORPG - Massively Multi-player Online Role-Playing Game. Basically an RPG that's online and can be played by a lot of players/people.
*Check previous posts for description of RPG

PUJ (Public Utility Jeepney) - Most commonly known as "Jeepney" or "Jeep" . Its the most common public transport in the Phil. They were originally made from US Military Jeeps left over from WWII and are now well-known for their flamboyant decorations. They have also become a symbol of Philippine culture.

Nothing

Well, today I really can't write anything. =) Not that nothing happened today. But the thing is, I kind if played too much, and so I have to let go of the laptop right now. If I don't, I'd most likely be banned from using it any longer... =(

I guess this is why my friend Almond posts weekly, I now understand.

Most likely its because...


(1) You might not have time. - It's not a sure thing that everyday you get to have time to post.

(2) You might have nothing to write about. - Yeah sure, everyday is special, but sometimes? It becomes quite repetitive, and people don't like reading repetitions.

So there... Actually some great stuffs happened today, but it'll have to wait 'till tomorrow then. =)
Sorry! =)

Nothing Much

I had to be in school by 10 this morning, since we had to prepare something for "Joy Fellowship's Anniversary".

Nothing much really, don't really have anything to elaborate on there. =)

After which, I accompanied Jeff to the Barber Shop to have his haircut, in-return, he agreed to play at the comp shop for an hour! =)

Sadly though, his mom said that his dad might be enraged and thus he had to leave. I don't even think we were able to finish 1 hour.

Anyways, my aunt arrived a few minutes later (about 70 -80?!) and then as expected, I had to leave.

The fun part was that I had just installed the said game in our laptop at home! =) Hooray! And so upon arrival... well I wasn't really sure of the happenings, but bottom line? I played... haha

While playing, I got surprised at the fact that my dad was OL, and so the usual late night conversations for the family (Well, it's more like my dad calls, we say "hi" etc, and them my mom talks to him.) was really early today! =)

Aside from those? Nothing else really... Pretty dull day huh? =)

But actually, I really am SO happy that finally I have level 50 characters! =) Yup, with an "s", its really an accomplishment, an achievement.

I guess the title really says it all... "Nothing Much"

Or maybe I should just try "Nothing" =) but that'd be too negative right? haha =)

By Request! =)

Remember I posted about us having to see our dear friend in a video message? Yup, the one about Wendy. Well, as you might've seen in my "cbox" (that is if you're viewing my blog through Blogspot) Wendy asked for a some what "detailed(?)" narration of what happened. Or better yet, what our reactions were. Well here it is! =) Hope I have enough details for you Dotz! =)

Well here goes.

At first we REALLY were surprised to see Wendy on the screen! I mean who would've thought we'd actually have a recording of her! And boy! That wasn't all that surprised us! =) She looked GORGEOUS! =) And I am not one bit exaggerating! We used to remember her as the little(?) girl who was really playful and stuff. But now? She looked more like a lady! Her hair was long and straight, a great contrast from what we used to see before... short and quite frizzy.

The thing that shocked us the most was her voice! She sounded so refined! =)) LOLx (no offense Dotzy) And her English accent really did improve a LOT! =) I guess her stay in the states really paid off! =)

But as far as I'm concerned? She still was the "Wendy" we knew, or at least the one I knew.

She still had that sense of "caring-ness" in her voice, and she still had that "naughty(?)" tone as well! =)

[haha! Can't hide that from me! LOLx]


I guess what I said in the previous post really holds true, especially in this case. =)

Here!

Hope it's good enough for you! =) haha

Miss you Dotz! =)

Oh, and BTW...

Mae really was happy to see you... and your cleavage... OOOPS! =| I didn't just say that put loud did I?? haha LOLX Dotz! =)

Love Yah! =)

Early! =)

I've learned my lesson! =) I have to use my time wisely from now on, so better start posting! =))

Sigh... =

So... Today... Hmm...

Oh yeah! We celebrated Mae's birthday today! =)
We actually made it look like we forgot all about her birthday, and thus we ended up with a "belated" celebration.

She was REALLY happy!

LOVE YOU MAE! =)

It was a CRAZY party I tell you!
We had pizzas and soft drinks (they were plentiful BTW) And we goofed around a LOT!

After eating, we proceeded to showing Mae a presentation for her birthday, Powerpoint Presentation, and it was really neat! A lot of Mae's friends participated, gave crazy but really touching and meaningful messages. There was even a video of our friend Wendy who's currently in the US of A, it was great seeing her again, though only in a video recording, moreover, it was really heart warming to hear her voice again.

WE MISS YOU DOTZY!!!! =)

After that, we kind of went our separate ways already, well not really disperse, but... I don't know, we sort of like did our own thing. Then one by one people left. And then Ennah came up with this crazy idea of making a music video! =)
(Well, music videos made by us, are actually those videos wherein we "act" and then in the background a song plays. Some what like those you see on Myx, MTV, or [V]. Only, we just lipsynch to the song.)
IT WAS CRAZZZZZZY!!!
REAL CRAZY!
But we had fun, and it was really tiring as well... Well I guess all the laughing tired us out! =))

After that? We stayed together, me, Ennah, Darlene (Talento), and Mae... We sort of roamed around, met this and that... No one significant really. (Well, I mean no significant conversations, etc.)

We talked about a lot of stuffs! From slippers to the prom, to the year organization, CSA, Fair, Sports fest, and many many more! =)

It's really nice to have substantial people to talk to! =)

Lesson:
Time really flies without you, it waits for no one. (Have to learn that the hard way.Sadly)
People change, but that doesn't mean they aren't who they used to be, its quite contradictory right? But its true. I guess people can't really change who they are, they basically just keep on adding layers and layers of "masks" to hide who they really are and what they really are so as to be able to cope with this world's "trends". And to be able to see through those facades is a treasured ability that people desire.
Errors can easily be seen when you are using a different perspective to look at things, usually by looking at your handy-works with your perspective it's perfect, but try to look at it from other's perspective and you'll find errors you didn't see before. So never judge an individual by what they do, maybe they just don't see things the way you see them, and that's not a crime. The crime is when you act rashly to the circumstance of judging the person in question.

ooops.

Wah! =( I am supposed to be updating my blog daily, but due to time constrains, it seems like today's (a.k.a April 29, 2008) post would be dated as tomorrows, since its already 12:30am....

Anyways, here's what's for 29!
And YUP, I will also be posting tomorrow, ergo today. =)

April 29, 2008

Sleep

Yeah, sleep... I slept 14hrs! Apparently my body knew that I didn't actually have anything planned for today and so it kind of ensured that I get back on my sleep.

Happy Birthday Friend!!!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MAE!

Mae Chan Li turns 17 today! =)
Love you Mae! =)

You really are special, something that we are blessed with! Stay the same! And thanks for all those times we've spent together, I know there are quite a lot of times that we both are busy with "work" and our other friends, but despite that you still are always there for me! THANKS A LOT!!! =)

Death
I was supposed to actually have been able to post on-time. But as I was using the computer a while a go (about 10:40++ pm), my mom asked me to accompany her. We went to La Funeraria Paz a.k.a Araneta Paz. The grandmother of one of my batch mate and friend died. (Ryan Yu)

And it just got me thinking, we humans really don't have a say in our lives do we? Whatever we do, it has its limitations pre-set already, even before we begin. We are very limited, whether it be our strength, our emotional and mental capacities, and most especially our life. We don't know when this ends. We have the slightest notion of our future. The list goes on and on, but I'm afraid I'd better stop here, for if I continue it might already offend others, at the same time, I might sound so "emo" =)

Lesson:
Sleeping is good, but everything in excess is always bad. =) [generally that is]
Its always good to have friends who are there just when you need them, not just when they are available or when they "need" you.
Life is uncertain, but it doesn't mean that its all bad. We still can work some things out, and as I have said before, hoping is never a bad thing. =) Again, caution though on hoping too much.

Agony || Bye Chiz! =)

I am once again in that state of being where one is subject to emotional "lows" with unknown reasons.

What to do?

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Anyways, today my beloved friend Chiz leaves for Australia. Yup, and if I am correct, at this very moment she already is at the so-called "Land Down Under"

Since she left just this evening, we had her spend her last few hours in the Philippines with us! =)

(Kevin D. , Gladys)

Well there actually were some more, but they only were with us as we ate our 10 o'clock brunch.
After which, we went straight to Chiz's crib. There we played, and played, and played. It does sound quite dull, but believe me! With those people? Boring moments are never present!

We'll just have to wait for her arrival by May 6? I kind of forgot the exact date, but its roughly that.

We left her house by around 2:30pm BTW.
(We had some other plans, and besides, her dad comes home at three, and by then she would be busy with the final preparations for their trip.)

As for the rest of the afternoon?

I spent it in the computer shop. I was there for like 2-3 hours? Yeah, I am quite an addict. =)

Actually we (me and Almond) planned to leave by 4pm, but the weather interfered. And so we were sort of stranded at the computer shop for another 90 minutes.

And then finally the rain came to a halt. And so we parted ways.

I guess life shouldn't always be planned, don't you think?

"A day out with friends."

Was all I had in mind when I left the house, no more no less. I knew I was going to spend half my day with Chiz and the others, and then the other half playing online games with Almond.

No expectations, no preparations, no disappointments.

All in all? It was great! =)

Lesson:
Things don't always go as planned. As cliche as it seems, it is actually a sad reality. Sometimes though it actually works for the better, but not always. =)
And always hope for the best, at times, "hope" is the only thing we can cling on to.

First Sunday

Yup, exactly as the tittle states... Its the first Sunday, the first Sunday that I have to pass without my dad. I think, more than any other day or days, its during Sundays that I'll really miss my dad.

Only during Sundays do we have the most bonding time in the whole week, as a family. And usually, occasions, special occasions are held during Sundays.

Every Sunday we tend to go out, YUP. EVERY (that's as far as I can remember st least).

I thinks, its just that there are quite a lot of changes that I have to cope with. A lot of "Sunday routines" or practices that have been... How do I say this... Broken?

*Sigh.

I miss him.

But I do know, that this is all for the better! And that

"All things work together for good, for those who love the Lord!"

=)

Lesson:
Always keep God in mind.
Especially His words! =)

Observant!

Your Observation Skills Get A B+




Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time)

And it takes something big to distract you!

How Observant Are You?

How I wish I got an "A"
Oh well, I can still try to improve can't I? =)
I guess this should "top" my list for today. It's getting quite out of hand.
Obviously, these are boredom born... So bear with me. =)
But hey, they are quite fun you know, Personality tests. TRY SOME! =)

WHAT?!

Your Scholastic Strength Is Inspiring Others




You are great at developing a vision, and getting others to adopt your way of thinking.

You are talented at leading, balancing tasks, and helping people work together.



You should major in:



Counseling

Environmental studies

Law

Social work

Political science

Nursing

What Should You Major In?